I was scared of messing up… And I think I just did :/

So I decided earlier that I would go to college tomorrow because I was starting to not feel like some emotion wreck. But no. That’s all managed to change in the past few hours. Fucking great.

I’m so stupid..

I can’t do this anymore..

My head hurts so much from thinking :(

I’m scared that I’m not gonna be happy for ages :(